Life sucks and you die. Not really but you want to.

So basically im stuck where this ancient world has gone so far, almost reached the cherry on top.

Pain is intolerable. My heart is craving; craving for happiness. I believe that being happy is the most significant thing in life. If you're not happy then you are just lost. Everyone in this world deserves to be happy even an old lady with no one by her side, a middle class guy trying his best to keep his family happy, a girl getting ditched by some stupid guy; everyone.

So should I, prolly.

But how can I? whenever I hear his name, I shiver. His voice reaches my ears and my heart beat slows down. I'm empty and alone and the only one who can comfort me is the only one who doesn't care. It's totally crazy and its impossible for me to live. But everyone survives even though it seems impossible.

- Lolo.

A garden trip which amazed me.

This garden was a magic land, a forest of flowers through which roamed creatures i had never seen before. Among the thick, silky petals of each rose-bloom lived tiny, crab-like spiders that scuttled sideways when disturbed. Their small, translucent bodies were coloured to match the flowers they inhabited: ballerina pink, ivory, wine-red or buttery yellow. On the rose stems, encrusted with green flies, ladybirds moved like newly painted toys. Rotund and amiable they prowled and fed among the anaemic flocks of greenfly. Carpenter bees, like furry, electric blue bears, zig-zagged among the flowers, growling fatly and busily. Among the white cobbles large black ants staggered and gesticulated in groups round strange trophies: a dead caterpillar, a piece of rose petal, or a dries grass head fat with seeds.

At first I was bewildered by this profusion of life on our very doorstep that i could only move about the garden in a daze. Then i discovered that crab spiders could change colour as successfully as any chameleon, from the coral of a wine-red rose to the pearl of a white one within two days.

All these discoveries filled me with tremendous delight. As i roamed further afield i also found new beasts to occupy me. In the crumbling walls lived dozens of little black scorpions, shining and polished. In the fig and lemon trees just below the garden were quantities of emerald-green tree frogs; up on the hillside lived snakes of various sorts, brilliant tortoises. In the fruit orchards were myriads of species of birds of all colours.

Forever and ever.

The winter moon held high in the sky casting its slight glow over the once green park but now it was more of a white blanket everything looked so pure so did the young girl sat among the tree’s.

Her porcelain like skin seemed to have a radiant glow as the moon light hit her highlighting her perfect face. Her black and white corset fitted her skin almost perfectly like a glove she slowly got up from the swing looking around quickly knowing she was not alone.

Her eyes locked in his, there dazzling blue colour shone vibrantly she slowly nodded and elegant smile spread across her pale pink lips a set of pearly white fangs stood out she giggled then turned away to the moon.

She grabs his hand. They walk below the stars and talk of dreams and traveling far. Steady in these paths of rage. They wander endlessly in this blue sky night. Their hearts beat tight. They're wandering through the blue sky night. So they sit in on the grass. Talk of their love and that it will last forever. She kisses him hard in this blue sky night.